Friday, January 4, 2008

crazy talk

Is complete insomnia reverse culture shock?
I haven't been able to sleep much since I've been home and barely at all the past few nights. And when I do achieve that sweet REM, I find myself dreaming that I'm in Spanish jail because my hands smell like cocaine or that I'm showing people pictures of me on a camel that's tightroping between mountains. or something equally strange. Must be something in the Wisconsin water I'm drinking.

Is feeling completely invisible reverse culture shock?
I don't really know what I was expecting (some type of slow motion reunion with all of my favorite people with a soundtrack by Celine Dion perhaps?), but I feel like no one knows or cares that I'm back or was gone. Did things really change that much in 4 months?
I moved back to Madison yesterday and discovered that I've lost BOTH of my jobs and have $400 in my bank account. awesome.

In other news, I found $10 in Memorial Library, and internet is free again.
Maybe the sun will come out tomorrow?

It's 1:20 am....I wish I was tired.